Seattle

I most recently spent a week up in Seattle for a Fetish Force production.  it was honestly one of the best times I have had in a long time.  A production put together by Tony Buff is unlike any other production I have ever been on set for.
A lot of sets are very much to the point and very dry.  It's rare that one gets a chance to interact with all of the other models and spend some time together other than on set.  I'm very happy to have gotten the chance to bond with Draven Torres, Doc Benway, Preston Steel, Rogue Status, Tony Buff, Chris Yosef, Graves, and an entirely motley crew of people most of whom I had not known prior, but enjoy having gotten the chance to know.  We are all fetish players, and I think that is what made everything so much more enjoyable.  There was none of that "me first" drama that can happen when working with some models.  We were so much more about the collective pursuit of happiness, and making the most of the situation together.  That also translates to a hell of a movie.  We have much more chemistry and deeper connections after having spent so much time together.
One of the very special things to me was being behind the camera along side Tony Buff.  I have always wanted to be the one calling the shots behind the camera, and Tony has recognized my blossoming ability for it.  This was the first time that I was able to apprentice under him and learn how to do his job.  In his words, "A good leader trains his replacement."  Although I'm ager to be in his spot, I don't have plans on overtaking my mentor just yet; I have  too much to learn still.

On arrival to Seattle came with me a snow storm that although hazardous was fun for me.  I haven't seen snow since I left Chicago two years ago, and I must admit I missed the stuff.

over night we got about 8' of snow and a state of emergency in the city of Seattle, stores were closed and schools were closed, I lived for days like this as a kid.

When I got to the Buff Complex I was greeted at the door with this, and image of me.

In my eyes it was such an honor and a happy feeling.  No one outside of my mother has pictures of me hanging on their walls.  Ergo it meant a lot to me that my surrogate family has enough love for me and really considers me a significant enough member of the family to have my image hanging on the walls.

We spent most of our time on location at PONY a local dive bar, that's fucking awesome!!  I wish there were more bars like this.  Fantastic music most of it punk and indie, but just my style.  The walls were lined with vintage porn pictures, which got me thinking, in ten years time if someone would be doing the same with my pictures i take today?

Doc Benway and Draven Torres were my highlights this trip.  They are some of the most bad ass people I have ever met in my life, and I only wish we were not all dispersed across North America, we would make a hell of a pack together.

This squirrely character has so much life in him and he is like a spark that set my fires a blaze.  He got me in the best of spirits including several dance sessions where we owned the dance floor.  He's fantastic and I will mis him so much.  Plus he's always down to be tied up which is always a plus when dealing with me.  I'm random about tying people up, so don't fall asleep when with me or you will end up hog tied, as you can see bellow.

He did a flip scene with Doc on the second day I got there.  it was pretty hot watching them, it made me dry hump the bench I was gripping from and drool as he was eating up Doc's heart colored hole.

I think that I might have developed a crush on Doc Benway.  he has so much personality in him that it's spilling on the floor, or did he just piss himself again?  Who knows?  He had the whole crew rolling around from his humor and even had the whole bar giving him a standing ovation as he deep thoughted a pink ballon sword a local magician made for him.  He got that thing in deep!  I thought I was a pro, but i tested his abilities the next day with my own cock and it was not as easy.   In fact I mocked him asking, "Where's your super power now?"

 The last scene to be filmed was one between Doc and I... a fisting scene that we were both looking forward now for days.  The sexual tension had been building from the day we saw each other.  Let me tell you it's one hell of a scene, and i'm very excited to see it after editing.  He has a heart tattoo on his asshole..WOW i'm impressed by that.  It lent itself to a fabulous one liner in the scene as I was wrist deep in side of him. "I told you I'd break your heart." "Fuck yeah break my heart!"
Doc is so fucking hilarious I could not stop laughing the whole time.  He did his impression of Dawn Davenport (on the right) from Female Troubles making the phone call to say she was pregnant and wanted money.  There was one day of the shoot where we all wore radical masks behind the camera just to keep things interesting.. try focusing on a hard on when you have this baby doll face staring at you.. but we are Ho-fesionals and we do it like no other.

The day I walked up the empty streets of Capital Hill with my luggage slung over my shoulder walking to the compound to be taken to the air port, i felt melancholy.  I didn't want all the fun to end.  I had such a blast with my family and friends in a way that I don't have anywhere else.  Seattle will always hold that sort of magic that makes me feel like I'm in a frat house with other misfits just like me.  There is TONS I'm leaving out of this post, mostly cause I don't want to put people's business out there, but what I'm not including i'm putting in to the category of, you should have been there.  Instead to make up for it, I'm leaving you with some screen shots of Fetish Force's new tale PONY UP shot on location in Seattle at the Pony 

Be on the look out for it coming soon to Fetich Force.com

Breaking my Heart